whilst i could look upon my healing journey starting in 1988 with remembering luciferian ritual abuse & mind control as tumbling down the rabbit hole, using that phrase - THEIR phrase, isnt something ive ever felt a need to do. cia doctor jolly west tortured & raped me when alice in wonderland programme was installed, & taught me vulgar rabbit hole double meaning.
after all this time, it was surprising to experience murderous rage & hatred towards dr west again, so it was good to release & to cry. hmmm... the terror still intense, he choked me & its difficult to even mention esoteric aspect.
anyhoo, hv long suspected lewis carroll was an occultist, but this is the first time i researched... very interesting result: Behind the Looking Glass
the rabbit hole was internal space-time portal. also, in leadership role as white rabbit i was programmer/handler/slave… it was all so very wrong :((
after all this time, it was surprising to experience murderous rage & hatred towards dr west again, so it was good to release & to cry. hmmm... the terror still intense, he choked me & its difficult to even mention esoteric aspect.
anyhoo, hv long suspected lewis carroll was an occultist, but this is the first time i researched... very interesting result: Behind the Looking Glass
the rabbit hole was internal space-time portal. also, in leadership role as white rabbit i was programmer/handler/slave… it was all so very wrong :((