...im open to possibility of extraterrestrial life, but dont believe my elitest father nor the other perps were aliens, nor do i believe i am… albeit i encountered young insiders that did, but didnt after trance was broken. and i didnt give birth to an alien baby when i was nine yo, i just played along with the bs charade. even more ridiculous, a baby iguana in a clear tube was vaginally inserted & i was put thru the motions of birthing. when i did actually give birth on july 25, 1978 — my baby wasnt a reptilian alien hybrid, tho the theme was heavily pushed with in-vitro fertilisation & procedural trng… continuation of medical education, at 7yo had to work in a nursery, & assisted mengele with gynecological stuff on teens & young women. as complementary skill, played piano with & for mengele… as i did for/with my grandfather who was into genetics, scientifically & occultic.
one last thing for now… iz didnt believe he was a shape-shifting lizard, whilst it was serious intensive work, the role was also somewhat amusing to play.